Airgead

so long in coming.....

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 14:04:01 GMT

......when you wait so long for that relief......but does it really help in light of everything else.....just more meaningless action in life.....pass your life by with those truely empty words......

.....it's been so long since i've been to this place.....will it take me back......did it ever take me to begin with......i doubt it......

....is it regret or realization.....reality or all my twisted thoughts......not really sure anymore.....but do i really care......

Suggestions.....

Sun, 14 Sep 2003 23:01:47 GMT

....Anybody heard any music by Thrice? Any good? how about Smile Empty Soul - i think i need to get that one.......over and out......

nice piece of shit....

Tue, 06 May 2003 08:05:03 GMT

....well, it's fuckin' done......that thesis i like to call my pretty piece of shit is now done........fuck that bitch....now if i can only make it through the rest of the week......argh......

;[

...oh jimminy christmas.........

Tue, 22 Apr 2003 11:04:34 GMT

.....i'm off to take my 8 hour ACLS exam...
....celestialsparks if i'm late for class tonight then it means that i'm still taking my exam.........

Everybody wish me Luck!

Attention:

Sat, 12 Apr 2003 16:47:11 GMT

....parasite_goth when you get back gimme a holla.......i have a favor to ask.....would you happen to have some extra Graduation tickets.....Kitty said you might...... :)......hope the Burgh was good this weeked!!!

Amazing i'm still awake....

Thu, 10 Apr 2003 08:14:45 GMT

....so i got some shit done tonight after work.....like my freakin' TAXES!......yeah, i definitely put them off again this year....i gotta stop doing that shit....esp. when i have to do the really long forms due to some random $2.37 and the fact that i work in Ohio, go to school in West Virginia, and claim residency in Virginia......enough said.....

....did some research for my big presentation tomorrow.....time to talk about what it feels like to passively allow someone to die.......ah yes, the joys of health care.......night all.....

Sat, 05 Apr 2003 19:29:32 GMT

....i miss all you Clevelanders....

shit...

Fri, 04 Apr 2003 05:15:47 GMT

..i've been sucked into PhotoSig...

...i'm being reminded why i love my hobby so much that i almost wanted it to be my career......

Note: my History/Pol. Sci. exam for tomorrow morning has been canceled after i have just spent atleast 8+ hours studying.....should go out and get drunk, but i can't get ahold of Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dumb......guess i'll go to bed.....

Helloooooo there....

Thu, 20 Mar 2003 23:22:28 GMT

....to those close enough for access.....i have an ungodly amount of food in my room after shopping at Kroger's today.....come one, come all - drown your sorrows in my food.....it's good shit too!!!!

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 01:10:01 GMT

....man, i would kill for TJ to be here right now....hehehe........i'm so bad with alcohol.....

;P

Sat, 08 Mar 2003 00:56:38 GMT

....so let's get to the point, let's roll another joint, and let's head on down the road, 'cuz somewhere i got to go....

.....oh my, how i love my beer......or i love a bunch of them....but to smoke....wow, i can only reminisce how that felt.......

......i look pretty strange dancin' around here with a beer and a vacuum cleaner!!! hehehe......

...fallen eyes...

Sat, 01 Mar 2003 08:40:43 GMT

i wait, where are you?
wandering through the fog
dreaming that you'll be there
looking for a light...

will i make it through the night?
facing the darkness in fear
will i make it through my life?
to last the trial without you.....

you will never be here
the present will press on
i'll be left to the dust
and the ashes will blow into the eyes of prophets...

Reminds me of a place....

Wed, 26 Feb 2003 17:42:31 GMT

Only a few people saw the pamphlets and they threw them away quickly, for they shuddered at the message of the dead; slogans on the walls were gone by cock's crow and the flags were pulled down from the chimneys; but they always appeared again. For all over the country there were small groups of people who called themselves "dead men on holiday", and who devoted their lives to proving that they still possessed life.

Tue, 25 Feb 2003 00:43:13 GMT

.....more fulfilling then anything in my life.....

.....this shakes my soul.....

....it brings me to life....

....i wonder....

Mon, 24 Feb 2003 23:37:34 GMT

...so i'll admit in my young naivety, as a kid i thought college was going to be Animal House.....as i got older i saw what my aunts and uncles got to do....the kind of people they met, the relationships they formed......but i still held this stage of my life on a pedistol....

.....and now that i'm coming to its close - i realize that it was just another continuation of high school and i wish it hadn't been this way.....

.....i'm such a fuckin' idiot and i wish..........

NO.....i need to stop hoping and wishing......

....time to come to terms with the fact that this will never be anything other then less then satisfactory.....

.....oh Sweet Jesus....

Sun, 23 Feb 2003 08:01:08 GMT

....ok, so i do enjoy a good scary movie.....but damn!!! i need to learn to prepare myself for this shit before i watch it.....i mean, yeah sure, alot of scary movies these days can be sooooo predictable and lame.....but i must say i am quite impressed......and a little jittery too!!!

....yeah, my skin has been crawling for the last 2 hours.....and now it's time to go to bed.....i'm guessing there will be some nightmares tonight.....should make for interesting reflection in the morning.....and i say.....you must.....*glances over my shoulder quickly*.........see.....

The Ring

....cute guys with Brains WANTED....

Sun, 23 Feb 2003 05:46:36 GMT

....this would include those who are NOT already close friends.....

....yeah saw this guy tonight....one of the many kinds i like.......but then he opened his mouth and i realized that he had half a brain.....so i just looked, laughed, and rolled my eyes a little....entertaining....but not good material.....

.....and so this song is for him......while i search for another lead 7M3 singer.....

Added to the list of the many things making my ASS even fatter.....

Fri, 21 Feb 2003 05:05:04 GMT

....just wanna say

THANX!!

to erbear1982 for the goodies outside the door.....i'm currently rotting my teeth with one of the WarHead roll ups.....oh and the BEEF JERKY just kicks AZZZZ!!! ;D

oh christ....

Sat, 15 Feb 2003 00:55:30 GMT

.....ok so i called off work b/c i've got too much shit to do this weekend and i didn't think i could get it all done tomorrow afternoon......so right now i'm trying to fight the overwhelming urge to watch some sappy chick movie and be a slugggggg.....

....so out of my list, what to do first????
a. Revise my Thesis
b. Laundry & Dishes
c. Write out my budget
d. Read 60 BORING pages of Lenin (god, he makes Marx seem like a literary genius!)
e. Write up my objectives for my Independent study
f. Keep starring at my tax forms as though they were written in a foreign language
g. Fill out Course Eval. forms
h. Work on Volunteer Applications (yeah, supposed to have been working on those a while ago....)

....argh......not a fun weekend......

Should be doing something productive, but......

Sun, 09 Feb 2003 05:19:13 GMT

...ahhhhh, Mac 'N Cheese and an almost 40 oz of Bud Light....what more could i ask for? Some nice company....mmmmmmm.. ;P

....i must be bad or something.....

Thu, 06 Feb 2003 05:32:51 GMT

um............WOO! please stay away!

Would Xyplex2 find you as a mate?
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....wonder if it was the comment about the SKS rifle? hehe....

...ok then....

Wed, 05 Feb 2003 06:29:36 GMT

....bizarre dreams from last night crept into my head again today during my little nap around 2.......let see - Grounds Crew Shed, my land, an old friend, an amazing orgasm, Japanese influence, ummmmm......yeah, that's about all i can remember at this point....needless to say it was a VERY interesting night.....

.....wonder if tonight will be any good?

really wanna be a slacker....

Mon, 03 Feb 2003 06:17:44 GMT

....oh my, how i do enjoy Anthony Michael Hall (as an adult that is.....no attraction for the skinny little runt of the 80's)..... ;P

...so now that Dead Zone is over......i don't wanna do my homework.....and since i don't have class tomorrow morning...i'm VERY tempted to watch a movie....hmmmm, what to watch......

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 01:55:48 GMT

....well, i hope the photo shoot went well for anmorata and celestialsparks, considering the weather....wish i could be at the club with ya'll tonight......

....so when i come home, if i decide to NOT do my homework.......what should i watch? Hackers or Queen of the Damned? Spongebob cartoons would be nice tooo......hmmm.....

Oh shit....

Sun, 02 Feb 2003 01:15:36 GMT

....don't you hate when you forget something important....

....yeah, like my best friend's birthday is today.....finally called her back after like a week's worth of messages.....so i'm going outta Wheeling to drop by her house.....so much for getting my homework done....damn it....i feel like a total bitch!!!

Now what to do about a gift!?! :O